omg......... how can this be true.
i hate it.
abahhhhhhhhh
despite obeying everything..
and the slightest thing i kenna the biggest thing.
omg..
$100!!!!! where i get the money.
stupid eh really. Fucked up.
and anyway.. i realised its november.
everything bad happens in november.
i think its this month.
haha.. even friday 13th also in nov.
tsk.
i shall deem that nov is a bad month.
hates november.
nothing will change my mind for now.

grrr...
i feel i have so little time for myself..
and yet i spend so much time on others.
seriously joan.. what for?
and anyway, not many will appreciate.
so what for?
and why care.
waste time only.

and and..
i love to pamper myself.
but why am i always thinking of getting for this person this and that?
i should be getting things for myself?!!!
omg. whats wrong with you joan..

and now i have to spend this $100 on nothing.
great job.
bah.