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moved
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 1:34 AM teehehee.. still stalking me in this old blog? =D PM me if u wanna know the new link. (: ciao!
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NOOOO...
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 2:02 AM this is not happening.. this feeling is not right. hahaha... how would you feel when.. you cant even do a simple thing, like.. walking or sitting up? omg i tell u. it feels like a retarded old woman who cant even walk properly. hahaha.. thats me i'm talking about. boohoohoo... i feel like an old woman. it is not happening. really.
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Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 2:45 PM needa sort out some things.. hahas.. suddenly feel that i have so many things to do.. and all of these are not related to studies. oh man.. have been trying hard to study and make notes. kinda tiring.. making notes.. in the middle of the night.. and the potato chips are so tempting.. hahas.. cafe world is addictive. omg i tell u its really addictive. HAHAH~ wana cook cook cook so many dishes.. earn money and revamp the whole cafe. if only i have that kinda money in real life.. haha.. i would rather spent it on other things than revamping the stupid cafe over and over again. hahahaha! oh wells.. its the only entertainment for me, for now. its like.. i dont even really watch tv.. everyday stucked in facebook... dun wanna start to watch drama.. cos will get hooked and never stop watching until i concussed on my bed.. try to youtube but realised i duno wad to watch when i'm in the webby. oh yea.. hooked with bad romance and i kept singing.. rah-rah-ah-ah, roma-roma-ma-ma, ga-ga-oh-la-la~ went shopping with dar and he bought his suit for coms ball.. haha... now left with my... dress.. heels.. and that day gonna do my hair.. and erm.. make up.. i think.. hair.. i will look for Ice fron Hair profile.. she permed my hair! (: Gorgeous.. and erm.. make-up.. i think.. i'll do myself.. hahas.. dun wanna waste money. lols! grrrr.. xmas is coming.. and i'm so excited with xmas gifts. hahas.. just wanna make u happy. (: Lalalalala~ rah rah ra-ah-ah roma-roma-ma-ma ga-ga-oh-la-la~ =P
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lately.
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 10:49 AM whats wrong. |
lost
Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 7:32 PM and if i'm lost.. who's there to guide me..? |
chopstick
@ 12:49 AM yummy noodles! koka laksa rice noodles. hahahaha.. just finished the noodles.. and still biting the chopsticks. bla... |
Rubbish
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 11:24 PM Its a long day.. and I wonder why am I so tired. I have school today.. Its my first Advanced Linear Algebra Class.. This is so exciting.. hahaha.. because I love Matrices. I hope this love is not wasted! (Oh please.. I have to master this subject because advanced calculus is already killing me!!) Hehe.. Anyway.. Being a good and excited girl today.. I managed to reach school early.. hahas.. met Lloyd in school.. and Sophia and Desmond joined in.. we had lunch together in school.. hohoho... Tom yum ban mian.. yum yum~~ (random: eating vitamin B now.. haha..) Advanced Linear Algabra (ALA) isnt that bad... first lesson is erm.. really a refreshment of what I had learn last year.. hahaha.. and I am getting to worried about whats going to come next. Ben wei and I are in the same class. haha.. hopefully we can Ace this subject! After class.. Met max and sk in the canteen. hahas.. They have lecture till 10pm. hohohoho.... i dun have! >.< so when they left for class.. i left too.. I went to Popular to buy a folder for ALA notes. Then took 154 to clementi station. and boarded the train. and guess what. After I sat down, (not yet comfortably..) I realised I forgot to take my folder. HAHA! It was on the station seat. so I alight at Dover and went back to Clementi.. And found it lying (still) on the seat. Lols.. there was a uncle staring at the folder, as if theres a bomb inside.. oh well.. i quickly sat down beside the folder, and grab it and erm.. hugged it tightly. hahaha.. and so.. another train was here.. this time it has more seats. yays! haha... after reaching tampines.. I walked all the way to the interchange, bought myself a cup of bubble tea.. and then was about to board the bus, I realised that I forgot to buy assessment books for my tuitee.. grrr.. so i walked back to Tampines Mall.. and then to popular.. there were so many people in there.. all buying school textbooks.. and assessment books.. hahaha.. their basket was full of assessment books.. poor children.. i found 3 good assessment books.. they're really good for practice and bla bla bla.. and proceed to payment. haha.. there were so many people.. that I have to queue for about 15 mins.. and there were 2 announcement made, regarding lost child. so poor thing la.. has.. nowadays parents are so kiasu.. want their children to do well.. buy so many assessment books don't know for what also. not as if they can finish all.. finish then buy again la. hahaha!! look at books then forget about their own children.. then poor child crying looking for mummy. tsk. hahas.. after buying.. i made my way back.. tired tired tired. super tired. :P I haven had dinner.. shall make myself instant noodles later.. hohoho... I was thinking to myself just now.. if.. you dont like this person.. why are you still with that person? as in.. still being friends, mixing around with them.. when u dislike him or her? and then after that complain to your closer friends about how annoying or how idiotic that person is? not tired meh? must act like you are very nice and friendly to them.. while inside ur heart or head or stomach is thinking "wha lao eh.. can get a life or not.. so stupid one leh.. use brain leh.. dont waste my time la.. kaos..". hahahas.. hahas.. normally i just walk away. lazy to talk to this kinda people.. as in.. people that i dont really like la.. hahas.. waste time leh.. trust is a big word.. and cannot be use on alot of people.. everyone will have doubt about trusting people.. hahha.. dont say dont have hor.. u really trust all ur friends meh? haha.. if u really trust all ur friends.. then let them know all ur password lo.. u trust them ma.. see if they will do funny things to u or not. haha.. things like.. stealing ideas la.. business contacts la.. backstabbing la.. all these funny funny things are happening around me.. hahas.. saded. often think to myself... "why liddat...".. GREED. JEALOUS. hahas.. i think so la.. aiyah.. if u dont trust the person.. dont tell them so many things lo.. wait anything leak out or whatever.. then you regret. hahas.. no point also ma.. make urself unhappy only. hehe.. bahahaha.. Joan is talking to herself again. oh well.. noodles time! (: |
home and home away....
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 2:18 AM hahas.. as i've said.. december.. i wanna stay away from everything.. and just do what i wanna do.. mug. study and study.. like... game theory.. i must understand it. advance calculus.. i must know how to do, esp the tangent plane thingy.. abstract math.. i must be able to finish the question FAST. micro.. oh my.. just wanna absorb all fact.. must know how to draw all the graphs and know how to apply... and do all the calculations and from there draw graph.. hahahaha... and adv stats.. i kinda get it already. must go back and do again... now.. Advanced linear algebra class is starting.. i must know how to do.. i must understand.. no time is gonna be wasted. (: am I greedy? haha... while im home away.. my xmas cards are still at home.. i haven send them out yet.. xmas presents are still left undone. would i be able to complete them in time...? i hope so.. oh my... i need more time!! (: |
bahahaha...
Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 4:53 AM sometimes i feel that.. life is a joke. yea.. we can all face it seriously.. work and study so hard just to get a decent job with decent salary to impress that decent someone.. but in the end of the day.. we all go back to mother earth. hahahaha.. how negative can i be? =D recently.. i tried to pull away.. and take a good look at the surroundings.. and realised that there are loadsa things that I had missed.. haha.. and this made me realised that there are MANY many different kinda people around me.. im not just saying about their characters.. but their motive. hahahahaha.. how scary can it sound? okay, i phrase it properly.. "You got so many friends... got motive one..." haha... what kinda motive.. that you shld go figure.. dont "silly silly" let people make use of you then you still dont know.. sometimes if ppl ask u to help.. must try to read his/ her mind.. see wad are they thinking.. and see if they genuinely needs help.. if help can be given so easily, people will take you for granted. dont see "help" as something that you SHLD do as a "fren". because sometimes, or most of the time, people will not appreciate.. and sometimes will take things for granted, and will ask u to do this and that like as if you have to do it and it may seem like it is an order. fuck it. there is no order. no one can give you "order". haha.. so if u dont want, reject them. Laalalala~ Evil joan.
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i can sing this.. all day long~
Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 2:03 AM Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-Roma-ma-ah! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-Roma-ma-ah! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance I want your ugly I want your disease I want your everything As long as its free I want your love Love-love-love I want your love I want your drama The touch of your hand I want you leather studded kiss in the scene And I want your love Love-love-love I want your love Love-love-love I want your love You know that I want you And you know that I need you I want a bad,your bad romance I want your loving And I want your revenge You and me could write a bad romance I want your loving All your love is revenge You and me could write a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-Roma-ma-ah! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance I want your horror I want your design Cause youre a criminal As long as your mine I want your love Love-love-love I want your love I want your psycho Your vertical stick Want you in my room When your baby is sick I want your love Love-love-love I want your love Love-love-love I want your love You know that I want you And you know that I need you I want a bad,your bad romance I want your loving And I want your revenge You and me could write a bad romance I want your loving All your love is revenge You and me could write a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-Roma-ma-ah! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-Roma-ma-ah! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance Walk walk fashion baby Work it Move that bitch crazy Walk walk fashion baby Work it Move that bitch crazy Walk walk fashion baby Work it Move that bitch crazy Walk walk fashion baby Work it Imma Freak bitch baby I want your love And I want your revenge I want your love I dont wanna be friends (The Same But In French) Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance I want your loving And I want your revenge You and me could write a bad romance I want your loving and all your love is revenge You and me could write a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-Roma-ma-ah! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance |
tired hands..
@ 12:11 AM hahas.. kinda tired after writing the cards.. bahahaha.. take a rest. :P
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clear..
Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 9:44 PM moving out soon.. so wanna do all the things i wanna do before xmas.. (: spent the whole evening making xmas cards.. finally.. the designs are done.. now left the content.. i hope i can finish writing tonight.. well.. i think there are a total of 32 cards.. feeling lonely inside.. feeling moody outside.. feeling blue everyside.. hahaha.. was wondering.. why is it that whenever friends needed me, im there... and when i needed someone... no one is there.. sometimes i wonder.. helping someone makes me happy... but why am i not feeling happy..? haha.. its like as if everyone is making use of me. hey! stop exploiting me. HAHA.. |
home alone..
@ 5:20 PM home alone.. or home alone? nah.. with my niece and nephew and maid. grr.. hahas.. please dont come and disturb me while i meditate with my books and pens. OHmmmm.............
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i wanna..
@ 3:58 PM i wanna get a camera. so i can resume my hobby i once had.. hahaha... i wanna get a microphone.. so i can sing all i want at home.. i miss that kinda feeling.. singing on stage.. everyone's attention is on you.. and you try to deliver a message out to everyone through a song.. how nice can it be? i remembered i always perform on stage whenever there is a chance to.. like in primary school.. i think pri 4 or 5... I formed up with a group of girls.. we love spice girls.. u know.. they're the hottest at that time.. and I have long long long hair.. so i wanna be emma. hahahahas.. there is another who wants to be emma also. ahhh.. anyway.. we formed a group, and we performed "2 become 1" on teachers day. I was standing behind.. our dance sucks.. so thats y we didnt get in the audition. hahaha.... SERIOUSLY, i didnt know what the song means... until recently when i heard it again. erm.. nvm.. hahahahas... and.. in primary 6, i performed on Graduation Day.. It was a Coco Lee song, Sunny day.. I sang and danced on stage. It was so happening you know.. because... ok.. here is how it goes.. the first part of the song is slow...... so my friend danced ballet. and I slowly walked out and sing the song.. hahas.. den.. is the fast part.. 2 of my friend joined me on stage and we have a dance to it. so basically i was dancing and singing.. then theres one part where its all music.. so i danced solo. hahas.. thanks to my sis who helped me in the dance and I watched the video over hundred times to get it. the performance was a success.. at least it left an impression in my head. hohoho.. hooked to dancing and singing.. i wanna be like jolin.. so i always watch her mtv for many many many many, i said many times. until i get the dance and song right. lols!! blah blah blah.. but i never want to go for dance class. lols! cos theres no one to go with me.. hur hur.. plus no money~ anyway.. in secondary school.. i peformed in SPRINGFIELD IDOL with my whole class and we won first! Proudest moment.. but i think other than my badge, no one know that we were the winner. oh wells.. hahaha... in JC, I joined the singing club.. it was fun! they played the mtv on the projector, and you just need to go down and take the mic and sing! haha.. my fav is always stefanie and jolin.. and.. we also have a "music diary" performace.. where we performed on stage. it was superb.. I performed twice.. first song was "shuo ai ni" and I was the first to perform. Nervous and feeling nervous and nervous, but thankfully there are alot of reharsals.. so i didnt feel so scared. muahahaha!! my frens were all there to support me.. thats very nice of them.. hehe.. and this "music diary" was published in the newpaper! hehehe.. our group photo was in it, hehe.. so happy lor. being ambitious... I joined Campus superstar with my fren.. aiyah.. lousy.. i felt nervous and sang wrongly. bleah. hahahas... never wanted to tell anyone cos i felt so paiseh at that time.. but I am alright now. LOLS! hais.. i miss singing.. you know.. not just singing in ktv.. but singing on stage.. haha.. desprate. maybe.. i am the next BIG thing.. in 7th month ge tai. Muahahahahahhha~~~ |
fridays
@ 3:52 PM love fridays.. its my nua-ing day... hehe.. and i just woke up, after sleeping for..... i think 10 hours. hahas.. plus it was raining the whole morning plus noon time.. how shiok. blah. but i have headache now. grrr.. aftermath of a long and nice sleep. hahahas.. skipped breakfast and lunch.. now i have to wait for dinner.. hahas.. tuitee owe me $30. lols.. gonna go collect it now.. yayness. the feeling of heavily in debt isnt fun. hahahahas.. at least i feel its worth it. oh wells..
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do you....?
@ 4:49 AM do you ever have things to say but you cant find anyone to talk to..? grrr.. its like.. feeling down inside.. wanna shout it out but there's no one there.. or maybe.. there is someone there.. but its just that maybe i'm being very picky.. bla bla.. i just feel.. grrr... haha.. u see.. its hard to talk to someone that i cant even communicate well on the phone.. then.. its pretty hard to share things to people that you dont really trust... and.. sometimes its pretty hard to talk to someone who take forever to reply you... and sometimes you may feel insult when people laughs at whatever you tell them.. you know you know.. i think its better to be.. you know.. haha.. talk to urself.. at least i can answer myself.. haha.. whatever joan.
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its feels like..
@ 4:25 AM yea.. it feels like being slapped hard in the face.. and still dun understand why. suddenly, i feel like everyone is against me. or rather, i feel like im against everyone else. certain things happen and no matter how hard u try to explain, it will all become excuses. and apologise for things that u're not in fault. it feels.. fucked up. get what i mean. hahaha.. full moon.
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i wanna...
@ 4:00 AM i wanna sing on stage again... i'm missing that feeling.. =[ |
moved
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 1:34 AM teehehee.. still stalking me in this old blog? =D PM me if u wanna know the new link. (: ciao!
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NOOOO...
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 2:02 AM this is not happening.. this feeling is not right. hahaha... how would you feel when.. you cant even do a simple thing, like.. walking or sitting up? omg i tell u. it feels like a retarded old woman who cant even walk properly. hahaha.. thats me i'm talking about. boohoohoo... i feel like an old woman. it is not happening. really.
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Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 2:45 PM needa sort out some things.. hahas.. suddenly feel that i have so many things to do.. and all of these are not related to studies. oh man.. have been trying hard to study and make notes. kinda tiring.. making notes.. in the middle of the night.. and the potato chips are so tempting.. hahas.. cafe world is addictive. omg i tell u its really addictive. HAHAH~ wana cook cook cook so many dishes.. earn money and revamp the whole cafe. if only i have that kinda money in real life.. haha.. i would rather spent it on other things than revamping the stupid cafe over and over again. hahahaha! oh wells.. its the only entertainment for me, for now. its like.. i dont even really watch tv.. everyday stucked in facebook... dun wanna start to watch drama.. cos will get hooked and never stop watching until i concussed on my bed.. try to youtube but realised i duno wad to watch when i'm in the webby. oh yea.. hooked with bad romance and i kept singing.. rah-rah-ah-ah, roma-roma-ma-ma, ga-ga-oh-la-la~ went shopping with dar and he bought his suit for coms ball.. haha... now left with my... dress.. heels.. and that day gonna do my hair.. and erm.. make up.. i think.. hair.. i will look for Ice fron Hair profile.. she permed my hair! (: Gorgeous.. and erm.. make-up.. i think.. i'll do myself.. hahas.. dun wanna waste money. lols! grrrr.. xmas is coming.. and i'm so excited with xmas gifts. hahas.. just wanna make u happy. (: Lalalalala~ rah rah ra-ah-ah roma-roma-ma-ma ga-ga-oh-la-la~ =P
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lately.
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 10:49 AM whats wrong. |
lost
Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 7:32 PM and if i'm lost.. who's there to guide me..? |
chopstick
@ 12:49 AM yummy noodles! koka laksa rice noodles. hahahaha.. just finished the noodles.. and still biting the chopsticks. bla... |
Rubbish
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 11:24 PM Its a long day.. and I wonder why am I so tired. I have school today.. Its my first Advanced Linear Algebra Class.. This is so exciting.. hahaha.. because I love Matrices. I hope this love is not wasted! (Oh please.. I have to master this subject because advanced calculus is already killing me!!) Hehe.. Anyway.. Being a good and excited girl today.. I managed to reach school early.. hahas.. met Lloyd in school.. and Sophia and Desmond joined in.. we had lunch together in school.. hohoho... Tom yum ban mian.. yum yum~~ (random: eating vitamin B now.. haha..) Advanced Linear Algabra (ALA) isnt that bad... first lesson is erm.. really a refreshment of what I had learn last year.. hahaha.. and I am getting to worried about whats going to come next. Ben wei and I are in the same class. haha.. hopefully we can Ace this subject! After class.. Met max and sk in the canteen. hahas.. They have lecture till 10pm. hohohoho.... i dun have! >.< so when they left for class.. i left too.. I went to Popular to buy a folder for ALA notes. Then took 154 to clementi station. and boarded the train. and guess what. After I sat down, (not yet comfortably..) I realised I forgot to take my folder. HAHA! It was on the station seat. so I alight at Dover and went back to Clementi.. And found it lying (still) on the seat. Lols.. there was a uncle staring at the folder, as if theres a bomb inside.. oh well.. i quickly sat down beside the folder, and grab it and erm.. hugged it tightly. hahaha.. and so.. another train was here.. this time it has more seats. yays! haha... after reaching tampines.. I walked all the way to the interchange, bought myself a cup of bubble tea.. and then was about to board the bus, I realised that I forgot to buy assessment books for my tuitee.. grrr.. so i walked back to Tampines Mall.. and then to popular.. there were so many people in there.. all buying school textbooks.. and assessment books.. hahaha.. their basket was full of assessment books.. poor children.. i found 3 good assessment books.. they're really good for practice and bla bla bla.. and proceed to payment. haha.. there were so many people.. that I have to queue for about 15 mins.. and there were 2 announcement made, regarding lost child. so poor thing la.. has.. nowadays parents are so kiasu.. want their children to do well.. buy so many assessment books don't know for what also. not as if they can finish all.. finish then buy again la. hahaha!! look at books then forget about their own children.. then poor child crying looking for mummy. tsk. hahas.. after buying.. i made my way back.. tired tired tired. super tired. :P I haven had dinner.. shall make myself instant noodles later.. hohoho... I was thinking to myself just now.. if.. you dont like this person.. why are you still with that person? as in.. still being friends, mixing around with them.. when u dislike him or her? and then after that complain to your closer friends about how annoying or how idiotic that person is? not tired meh? must act like you are very nice and friendly to them.. while inside ur heart or head or stomach is thinking "wha lao eh.. can get a life or not.. so stupid one leh.. use brain leh.. dont waste my time la.. kaos..". hahahas.. hahas.. normally i just walk away. lazy to talk to this kinda people.. as in.. people that i dont really like la.. hahas.. waste time leh.. trust is a big word.. and cannot be use on alot of people.. everyone will have doubt about trusting people.. hahha.. dont say dont have hor.. u really trust all ur friends meh? haha.. if u really trust all ur friends.. then let them know all ur password lo.. u trust them ma.. see if they will do funny things to u or not. haha.. things like.. stealing ideas la.. business contacts la.. backstabbing la.. all these funny funny things are happening around me.. hahas.. saded. often think to myself... "why liddat...".. GREED. JEALOUS. hahas.. i think so la.. aiyah.. if u dont trust the person.. dont tell them so many things lo.. wait anything leak out or whatever.. then you regret. hahas.. no point also ma.. make urself unhappy only. hehe.. bahahaha.. Joan is talking to herself again. oh well.. noodles time! (: |
home and home away....
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 2:18 AM hahas.. as i've said.. december.. i wanna stay away from everything.. and just do what i wanna do.. mug. study and study.. like... game theory.. i must understand it. advance calculus.. i must know how to do, esp the tangent plane thingy.. abstract math.. i must be able to finish the question FAST. micro.. oh my.. just wanna absorb all fact.. must know how to draw all the graphs and know how to apply... and do all the calculations and from there draw graph.. hahahaha... and adv stats.. i kinda get it already. must go back and do again... now.. Advanced linear algebra class is starting.. i must know how to do.. i must understand.. no time is gonna be wasted. (: am I greedy? haha... while im home away.. my xmas cards are still at home.. i haven send them out yet.. xmas presents are still left undone. would i be able to complete them in time...? i hope so.. oh my... i need more time!! (: |
bahahaha...
Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 4:53 AM sometimes i feel that.. life is a joke. yea.. we can all face it seriously.. work and study so hard just to get a decent job with decent salary to impress that decent someone.. but in the end of the day.. we all go back to mother earth. hahahaha.. how negative can i be? =D recently.. i tried to pull away.. and take a good look at the surroundings.. and realised that there are loadsa things that I had missed.. haha.. and this made me realised that there are MANY many different kinda people around me.. im not just saying about their characters.. but their motive. hahahahaha.. how scary can it sound? okay, i phrase it properly.. "You got so many friends... got motive one..." haha... what kinda motive.. that you shld go figure.. dont "silly silly" let people make use of you then you still dont know.. sometimes if ppl ask u to help.. must try to read his/ her mind.. see wad are they thinking.. and see if they genuinely needs help.. if help can be given so easily, people will take you for granted. dont see "help" as something that you SHLD do as a "fren". because sometimes, or most of the time, people will not appreciate.. and sometimes will take things for granted, and will ask u to do this and that like as if you have to do it and it may seem like it is an order. fuck it. there is no order. no one can give you "order". haha.. so if u dont want, reject them. Laalalala~ Evil joan.
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i can sing this.. all day long~
Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 2:03 AM Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-Roma-ma-ah! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-Roma-ma-ah! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance I want your ugly I want your disease I want your everything As long as its free I want your love Love-love-love I want your love I want your drama The touch of your hand I want you leather studded kiss in the scene And I want your love Love-love-love I want your love Love-love-love I want your love You know that I want you And you know that I need you I want a bad,your bad romance I want your loving And I want your revenge You and me could write a bad romance I want your loving All your love is revenge You and me could write a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-Roma-ma-ah! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance I want your horror I want your design Cause youre a criminal As long as your mine I want your love Love-love-love I want your love I want your psycho Your vertical stick Want you in my room When your baby is sick I want your love Love-love-love I want your love Love-love-love I want your love You know that I want you And you know that I need you I want a bad,your bad romance I want your loving And I want your revenge You and me could write a bad romance I want your loving All your love is revenge You and me could write a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-Roma-ma-ah! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-Roma-ma-ah! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance Walk walk fashion baby Work it Move that bitch crazy Walk walk fashion baby Work it Move that bitch crazy Walk walk fashion baby Work it Move that bitch crazy Walk walk fashion baby Work it Imma Freak bitch baby I want your love And I want your revenge I want your love I dont wanna be friends (The Same But In French) Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance I want your loving And I want your revenge You and me could write a bad romance I want your loving and all your love is revenge You and me could write a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-Roma-ma-ah! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance |
tired hands..
@ 12:11 AM hahas.. kinda tired after writing the cards.. bahahaha.. take a rest. :P
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clear..
Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 9:44 PM moving out soon.. so wanna do all the things i wanna do before xmas.. (: spent the whole evening making xmas cards.. finally.. the designs are done.. now left the content.. i hope i can finish writing tonight.. well.. i think there are a total of 32 cards.. feeling lonely inside.. feeling moody outside.. feeling blue everyside.. hahaha.. was wondering.. why is it that whenever friends needed me, im there... and when i needed someone... no one is there.. sometimes i wonder.. helping someone makes me happy... but why am i not feeling happy..? haha.. its like as if everyone is making use of me. hey! stop exploiting me. HAHA.. |
home alone..
@ 5:20 PM home alone.. or home alone? nah.. with my niece and nephew and maid. grr.. hahas.. please dont come and disturb me while i meditate with my books and pens. OHmmmm.............
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i wanna..
@ 3:58 PM i wanna get a camera. so i can resume my hobby i once had.. hahaha... i wanna get a microphone.. so i can sing all i want at home.. i miss that kinda feeling.. singing on stage.. everyone's attention is on you.. and you try to deliver a message out to everyone through a song.. how nice can it be? i remembered i always perform on stage whenever there is a chance to.. like in primary school.. i think pri 4 or 5... I formed up with a group of girls.. we love spice girls.. u know.. they're the hottest at that time.. and I have long long long hair.. so i wanna be emma. hahahahas.. there is another who wants to be emma also. ahhh.. anyway.. we formed a group, and we performed "2 become 1" on teachers day. I was standing behind.. our dance sucks.. so thats y we didnt get in the audition. hahaha.... SERIOUSLY, i didnt know what the song means... until recently when i heard it again. erm.. nvm.. hahahahas... and.. in primary 6, i performed on Graduation Day.. It was a Coco Lee song, Sunny day.. I sang and danced on stage. It was so happening you know.. because... ok.. here is how it goes.. the first part of the song is slow...... so my friend danced ballet. and I slowly walked out and sing the song.. hahas.. den.. is the fast part.. 2 of my friend joined me on stage and we have a dance to it. so basically i was dancing and singing.. then theres one part where its all music.. so i danced solo. hahas.. thanks to my sis who helped me in the dance and I watched the video over hundred times to get it. the performance was a success.. at least it left an impression in my head. hohoho.. hooked to dancing and singing.. i wanna be like jolin.. so i always watch her mtv for many many many many, i said many times. until i get the dance and song right. lols!! blah blah blah.. but i never want to go for dance class. lols! cos theres no one to go with me.. hur hur.. plus no money~ anyway.. in secondary school.. i peformed in SPRINGFIELD IDOL with my whole class and we won first! Proudest moment.. but i think other than my badge, no one know that we were the winner. oh wells.. hahaha... in JC, I joined the singing club.. it was fun! they played the mtv on the projector, and you just need to go down and take the mic and sing! haha.. my fav is always stefanie and jolin.. and.. we also have a "music diary" performace.. where we performed on stage. it was superb.. I performed twice.. first song was "shuo ai ni" and I was the first to perform. Nervous and feeling nervous and nervous, but thankfully there are alot of reharsals.. so i didnt feel so scared. muahahaha!! my frens were all there to support me.. thats very nice of them.. hehe.. and this "music diary" was published in the newpaper! hehehe.. our group photo was in it, hehe.. so happy lor. being ambitious... I joined Campus superstar with my fren.. aiyah.. lousy.. i felt nervous and sang wrongly. bleah. hahahas... never wanted to tell anyone cos i felt so paiseh at that time.. but I am alright now. LOLS! hais.. i miss singing.. you know.. not just singing in ktv.. but singing on stage.. haha.. desprate. maybe.. i am the next BIG thing.. in 7th month ge tai. Muahahahahahhha~~~ |
fridays
@ 3:52 PM love fridays.. its my nua-ing day... hehe.. and i just woke up, after sleeping for..... i think 10 hours. hahas.. plus it was raining the whole morning plus noon time.. how shiok. blah. but i have headache now. grrr.. aftermath of a long and nice sleep. hahahas.. skipped breakfast and lunch.. now i have to wait for dinner.. hahas.. tuitee owe me $30. lols.. gonna go collect it now.. yayness. the feeling of heavily in debt isnt fun. hahahahas.. at least i feel its worth it. oh wells..
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do you....?
@ 4:49 AM do you ever have things to say but you cant find anyone to talk to..? grrr.. its like.. feeling down inside.. wanna shout it out but there's no one there.. or maybe.. there is someone there.. but its just that maybe i'm being very picky.. bla bla.. i just feel.. grrr... haha.. u see.. its hard to talk to someone that i cant even communicate well on the phone.. then.. its pretty hard to share things to people that you dont really trust... and.. sometimes its pretty hard to talk to someone who take forever to reply you... and sometimes you may feel insult when people laughs at whatever you tell them.. you know you know.. i think its better to be.. you know.. haha.. talk to urself.. at least i can answer myself.. haha.. whatever joan.
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its feels like..
@ 4:25 AM yea.. it feels like being slapped hard in the face.. and still dun understand why. suddenly, i feel like everyone is against me. or rather, i feel like im against everyone else. certain things happen and no matter how hard u try to explain, it will all become excuses. and apologise for things that u're not in fault. it feels.. fucked up. get what i mean. hahaha.. full moon.
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i wanna...
@ 4:00 AM i wanna sing on stage again... i'm missing that feeling.. =[ |
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profile Shan Yi JOAN Lim 24MAY2009 Gemini Current SIM - University Of London BSC Mathematics & Economics Irresistable Ben&Jerrys Chocolate Therapy Kuromi Charmmykitty Donald Duck Write Shop Read Stone Sing Dance Run Swim Sleep Talk Cycle Beach Sand Rain Winter Pink Yellow White Black Important People 家人:MummyDaddySiblingsNieceNephew 爱人:LeeWeiXiang 姐妹:LloydSinkuan 兄弟:ChangtatBryanXuhengIsaacKaiwen 团员:Hermes 团员:TheThing 团员:PinkHoneyRoyalties |
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