Yipee!
F1 is finally ovv-veerrr~
Seriously, I think I am too excited over F1. Till now I still can hear the cars whizz pass me~
Hohohoh..
Hamilton won.. hoho.. Alonso lousy already.. but nvm, still love him.
HAhas!
Back to reality, SCHOOL.

Yes, my excitement for school is still present. hehehe!
Subject guide has arrived at my house! Yays!
AHahas..
Cant wait to.. erm.. READ them.
(:
Tho i think I will fall asleep after that. Hahas!

I think I have to spend hundred over dollars on textbooks.
Firstly, Advance stats is a must for me to buy the textbook because my teacher use subject guide for lessons, deng.
I needa buy the text to know what the student read in London, so the exam paper will be erm.. i hope, easier for me. HAHAHA!

Okay, I gota slp now. HAHAS!

Nitey nite world!!!

I realise my mood can change really fast.
One moment I was really happy, and another moment I feel really down.
And this is the sad part.
:(
It sucked to get scolded for something that you feel that you have no wrong.
And the worst is you can seem to find a reason we fight for your own right.
Because I know that if I were to fight back, this is a never ending thing.

Bahhhh!!!!

Spending time with dar is wrong.
Spending time with friend is wrong.
Spending time planning event is wrong.
Having supper is wrong.

So much for trying to balance my life between family, love, friends, study and work.

Everything seem to be wrong.
Grrrr!!!

The Thing finally had BBQ~!
It was definitely a good night, with good food, with great companies!
Hoho.. And HTHT works.
But I was surprised that daddy asked o many questions and we ended up having debate. HAHAS..
Wanted to ton but in the end everyone fell asleep..
I could sleep well, cos i was afraid that I cant wake up on time.
HAHAS..
Dont wanna be late..
I wanna see dardar!!!!

I woke up, bathed, and laze around a bit before leaving daddy and babies..
I took cabby to dar's house and meet his mummy. After that Ah Yi drove us there to pick up dardar!! (:
So happy to see him.. Hehees..
We went home, and dar put down all his stuffs..
And we had lunch at Manpuku!!
Yummy ramen with SUPER DELICIOUS CHAWANMUSHI..
Oooooooo loves! (:
After that we went shopping at cold storage and bought ingredients for baking cupcakes...
after that we went home..
Yadah yadah.. we fell asleep. HAHAS!
Tired.
We woke up and dinner with his family.
We had dinner at "No Signboard seafood" restaurant.
I was kinda full and was trying to pretend that I was eating, but his daddy kept asking me to take more food.
I cant eat the prawns, so he gave me more rice instead. omg..
so in the end, I was REALLY FULL.

After dinner, we went back. Dar took the car and sent me home..
I bring all my stuff home, bathed, and we went out for a movie.
FINAL DESTINATION 3D
The movie was okay, tho i felt that the "bloody" part is not that "bloody".
Hahas..
After the movie, we went to find Xuheng, changtat, Adda and Yingxi @ Ehub.
They were bowling, and watching a movie after that.
Isaac came to meet us before their movie start.
Dardar and I went back for a little ride..
Haha.. Except that I was driving.
Auto car.. Something that I dont really enjoy.. HAHAS!
After that, we went home, and I was fast asleep.
HOHOHO..

The next day, i woke up real late, at 12noon. HAHA!
We cabbed down to Ion, and then we to Wheellock for lunch.
We had lunch at NYDC, and the prawn spaghetti is yummy!! (:
We also had Oreo ice cream, but it is not worth the price.. hehe.. i would rather have mudpie. (:

After that, we went.. shopping around..
Oh yes!
Dardar bought Famous Amos Cookies!!
They were YUMMY!
Shopped at Shawhouse.. I bought a black Tanktop from mango..
After that we took a bus down to Suntec and dardar bought ba gwa. HAHAS.
I bought pastry for my family.
We also bought korean nian gao and taiwen hot and spicy fishball!!
YUMMY!

Shop at suntec... After that we meet up Xu heng and changtat and had steamboat dinner at Bugis.
Okay, I feel very full after that. HAHA~
After dinner, we relac relac at starbucks, den cabbed home.
I fell aslp after that.

Ehhh actually planned to go camping, but not a really good time.
So in the end we didnt go.
hur hur..
wanna buy tent and have camping!!
okay, my next plan.

but first, i must settle down for my studies, before planning to have fun.
hohohoh..
school starting, time to get serious!

HOHOHO lovey is BACK! =D

HOHOHO lovey is BACK! =D

Hahas..
I opened my eyes at 9.30am, and then closed them again.
Thinking in my head that I wont be able to have enough time to bake cupcakes.. so I went back to sleep instead.
Argh. actually i have enough time. =S
Anyway, I was awakened by my ringing tone. DARDAR called!!
Altho he's already in Singapore, I just feel that he is still so far far away..
T_T
HEhehe.. I could hear the sea whistling in the background..
OH-So-Romantic right. =D

Heehee.. Later gonna meet sinkuan already.
Talking about going out I am all excited.
BECAUSE I WANT MY ORGANISER! =D
Lalalalala~

Dardar having BBQ tonight!
HAHAS.. for his home sweet home party.
Hehe.. and Im having BBQ tonite! with my daddy and babies!
Cool!!
Okay, gotttttta go!

MMmmm..
Gonna wake up at 8am later, to bake cupcakes..
dont know if i have enough time(i think dont have) to bake cookies.
HAHA! Anyways..
Later gonna meet sinkuan.. she wanna go food fest!
Okay, this is making me feel.. abit guilty.
Firstly, I don't like food fest, all the food are expensive, and TEMPTING!
I need to be on a diet, proper and less fattening. Wanna slim down. HOHOHO..
Have to prepare for that special night.
Hmmm..
Next is, my mum loves food fest and its making me a little guilty not to go with her!
Okay, I know i can go with her again, but weixiang is coming back, and I am gonna accompany him most of the time, plus i have tuitions and school.
Hohohohohohoho..
I think my mum and weixiang will be snatching me here and there..
and after weixiang comes home, my mum is gonna complain to him.
Oh man.. that always happen.
My mum is tired of reprimanding me, and she really gave up hope on me, and so she thinks that the only person that can, erm, at least scold and control me a little is weixiang. HAHAHA!
I am still thinking of what my mum will tell him and what i have to explain to him. Hohoho.. Many many stories. =DDD
Baby I still love ya! Muacks! =D

Anyways..
I also needa go Suntec to get my ORGANISER!
I need it super urgently.
I cant stand my old one.
I mean, yes, there are still a few more month to the new year, but i cant stand the MESS that I had created in my organiser. So I need a new one.
And Sanrio stocks are here! Cant wait to get hold of one. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE still have stock! =S

And after that, I also have BBQ!
THE THING gathering at Bryan's house!
Yays!
Finally a proper outing.. Cant wait to see everyone else!!
Still thinking if I wanna stay overnight.. Cos the next day gonna fetch my LOVEY DOVEY!!!!
Hmmmm...

Okay, Gotta go slp now before my mum wakes up. Hehehee!

Nitey nites!

烦死了！
嘻嘻！！
爱人就要回来了。。
但我不知道要怎么安排我的时间。。
为什么他要在我的假期时出海，然后在我开学的时后回来呢？
时间好不巧啊！
我得上学，还得教补习。。
要这么抽出时间陪爱人呢？
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！ 烦死了！

不过。。 我只是想和他安静的度过每一晚。。
可是我却不知道他对我的期望是什么。。
在电话里，他好像真的要我安排很多节目。。

也许我老了。。
想不到好点子。。
真的觉得好失败。。
感觉有点失措。。
但又有谁可以帮我呢。。

老天请不要再折磨我了！！:(

Silly thought went through my head, and i know, 是我想太多。。
Sometimes, I hate myself for thinking too much, its really unnecessary..
That explains my "slow-ness" in response. =DDD
I shouldn't be so selfish. All these wishful thoughts does not last, and I know I shouldn't be thinking of them now.
I'm writing them down, so that I wont think of them anymore.
Sometime I think.. (see, i think again..) that if I were to write all my unhappiness down, it will go away.. But does it really go away? Or I kept thinking about them..

我不知道！！我也不想在想下去了！！
不开心的事情就这样随风而去。。

on my way to my tuitee's house.. i smiled.
I have no idea why am I so happy.
perharps.. dar is coming home..
and i feel more relieved.
or perharps.. i know that there are people out there, caring for me.
many times i thought that people always only care for themselves.
and little that i know that there are actually people genuinely care about you.

someone once told me, not to let other people's problem be my problem.
this is one thing that i still cant achieve.
when someone needs help, i will think of ways to help him or her..
and when i know that I cant be of any help, i feel useless.
and sometimes because of this is affects my mood..
oh well..
maybe im born with it..
as in.. in helping people who come asking for help. HAHA!

being a "councillor" for other people doesnt do any good to myself. =S
i can say things to other people, and i cant say those same things to myself.
sometimes i wonder why i have the courage to reprimand people, to give people advice, and i cant even give myself advice, cant even console myself, cant even control my own emotions.
and when i feel down or not feel like talking, sometimes i just hate myself.. and sometimes, i just want to hide.

blah.
sinkuan said that she would kill that evil twin inside me.
i hope she does.
i really hate that side of me.

HAHAHA.
okay, i guess its time to sleep. =D
nitey nite!
Muacks!

I hung up the phone tonightSomething happened for the first time deep insideIt was a rush, what a rush'Cause the possibilityThat you would ever feel the same way about meIt's just too much, just too muchWhy do I keep running from the truth?All I ever think about is youYou got me hypnotized, so mesmerizedAnd I've just got to knowDo you ever think when you're all aloneAll that we can be, where this thing can go?Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?Do you catch a breath when I look at you?Are you holding back like the way I do?'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk awayBut I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayyGoin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayyHas it ever crossed your mindWhen we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?Is there more, is there more?See it's a chance we've gotta take'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will lastLast forever, foreverDo you ever think when you're all aloneAll that we can be, where this thing can go?Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?Do you catch a breath when I look at you?Are you holding back like the way I do?'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk awayBut I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayyGoin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayyWhy do I keep running from the truth?All I ever think about is youYou got me hypnotized, so mesmerizedAnd I've just got to knowDo you ever think when you're all aloneAll that we can be, where this thing can go?Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?Do you catch a breath when I look at you?Are you holding back like the way I do?'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk awayBut I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayyThis crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayyGoin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayyGoin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayyGoin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

I wan to go Suntec City and get my NEW ORGANISER!
I cant stand my organiser now.. Its too messy, and not organised! =(
My head is in a mess.. now my organiser is in a mess!
Argh!

Yays! New blog skin!
HMmmmm...
School is starting soon, Lovey is coming back soon.
Everything will be back to normal.
Somehow, I dont like holidays anymore.
Hehehehe...
I'm getting really excited because most of my modules are math.
I hope that I will like all the modules, because I already do!
Err.. I hope I wont change my mind!
HAHAS!

Okay, Off for my tuition classes..
Will be back for more updates, after my jog!
HOHOHO..

Tata~

Loves every moment..

Ooooo.. I'm loving it.
HAHAS!

Try this at home.
Enjoy all the time you have, alone. (:

First, dye your hair.
Get all excited about it!!!
HAHAS!
Lay newspaper on the floor, get a comfy chair, changed into some ridiculous clothes that you dont mind staining with hair dye, wear gloves, and START.
Hehehe!
Everything gets so messy!!

While waiting, watch TV!
And remove nail colour.
When the time is up, get a clean set of clothes and rush to the bathroom and wash away the hair dye. Shampoo your hair and condition it.
After bathing, dry your hair, and apply nourishing lotion.
Sit patiently under a fan, to wait for your hair to dry.
While waiting, log in to facebook and start gossiping. =D
Upload photos.. comment on funny photos.
If you get bored, get a drink! (:
And when your hair is dry, enjoy ur new hair colour, and by the time its dry, you're drunk.
And then go to sleep.

HOHOHO..
Have fun. (:

Write down your thoughts, translate them into action.

Often we think about things that we wanna do.
But never once we carry out the action.

We should always do what we think.
Dont just think.

When you think, write it down.
Then think about what you are going to do to make it come true.
Then action.

For example,
You think about getting good results
So you aim to get, lets say, First class honours.
So you think about what you should do.
That is, study hard.
So, write down your study plan.
A time tabe of your own.
Plan your time properly.
Have a balance between work, study and play.
But of course, Study will occupy a larger proportion as that it your priority.
work will have a smaller portion, as that is not that important just as yet.
and as for play, you need break time, and you need to hang out with friends.
So leisure time is important for you to "de-stress".
(:
After you have write down your thoughts, that is your time table, do follow it.
ACTION.
MUST STICK TO IT.
You have to be discipline.

Never Say, "oh, i can always do this tomorrow."
Because it does not work that way.

Time yourself properly.
With good planning and good discipline, you can do it.

Good luck everyone, in achieving your dreams.
(:

omg. 我被骗了！

yes! I have the feeling of being cheated. HAHAHAS!

Supposed to meet Sin kuan and Lloyd, 1230 at paya lebar.

But I woke up at 1200. HAha..

So I quickly shower and get changed.

I left home without make up, thinking that I ill be there and back to home sweet home..

And when I've reached there, Sinkuan told me that she wanna go Far East to cut hair.

Hrmp. And I am going with her.

HAHA! This is so weird!

I have never (I think......) go town without make up ever since I was Sec 4.

Its okay, you can say that I am vain. HAHA!

You know.. like.. u will feel so naked there~ HAHAS~

Grrr...

anyways..

Sk went for hair cutting..

So Lloyd and I went shopping.

I bought Cury fishball and Lloyd bought Pizza.

Mmmm.. I love fishballs! HEHEHE~

and then, I bought 奶茶 and sk wants iced holick with pearls. (:

After that we went back to the salon and disturb sk and hair stylist.

And then, we went.. Shaw towers and SK bought Ettusai's stuffs.

After that.. we went Tampines by Train!

Haha.. And so SK left.. She went to find her ah yi and mummy..
Lloyd and I went Tampines One for dinner.
(: Since he wanted to have ramen, so I brought him to Manpuku.
Hohoho~ I had Ramen too! Ship Hotake Ramen. MMMMMmmm..
And he had Ton Toro Ramen. Yummy too!
To satisfy my cravings for Chawanmushi, I HAVE TO GET ONE! =D
Its so mmmmmmm...MMmmm... YUMMY!
HEHEHEee...

Well.. Actually we planned to go over to my house after cutting sk's hair, so we could.. erm.. play wii or bake cup cakes..
but we went shopping and sk needa go her ah yi's place. so end up we didnt go my house. HAHA!
Lloyd and I just hang out at Mac and I was thinking of my saving plans. HAHA!
Hopefully I am discipline enough. =D

School is starting soon and I cant wait to go school and study.
Although I will be stressed up and everything like that, but I love to study.
I love to solve problems, love to do the same thing all over again.
Love to hang out wth friends..
Love to go to school and meet new people..
Love to stare at weird people..
Love to dream during lectures..
Love to....

But..
I am quite sad for this sem..
As all my friends are doing different modules..
I will be going to lectures alone.
Arhhhhh!!!!!
=(
Math lectures..
no project, no nothing.
Dont even have the chance to make friends..
I mean.. You go into lecture room, sit down, and the lecture starts.
During break, you will either go rest room or get some snack, or maybe you are too tired to move, so just take a nap, and after break, you'll go back to ur notes again.
There is no chance for you to interact.
After lecture, everyone will just go in different direction.
Or maybe, even if u were to talk to someone.. that will be when u got lost and have no idea what the lecturer is trying to say, probably you will try to peek and the person beside you, like what page is he or she at now, if really still no idea, then erm.. maybe ask, "excuse me, may i know which page are you at now?" and then, the conversation ends there.
HAHAHA
okay, abit negative thinking right here, but i always like to think of the worst thing to happen.
and probably thats why i am such a emo girl. HAHA.. cos i get affected by it.
OKAY. I will erm.. try to make friends. HAHA!

Bleahh. Whatever it is, I have my aim now, which is get first class honours. LIKE DUH! Everyone aims to get 1st class. HAHA..
But anyway, Yup. Since I have my target, I will have to go for it.
No matter what it takes.
No more time to have fun.
No more time to fool around.
This year is crucial.
HAHA. Yes.
For once, JOAN IS SERIOUS.
(:

"DARE YOU FOLLOW YOUR HEART?"
I saw this phrase from the book that I am reading now, "the cupid effect" by Dorothy Koomson.
Half way thru, already loving every character in the book! (:
Anyways..

DARE YOU FOLLOW YOUR HEART?

I always wonder why..
I can be a good listener, a good advisor, and people starts pouring their unhappiness on me, and I am still able to take it and console them.
But with my own problems in my head, or heart, I just cant seem to console myself.

Probably that happens to everyone else too..
Perharps, its because I am not the one being affected by it, so no matter what you tell me, I am able to look at the whole situation whereby solutions are easily found.
But if I am the one having all the troubles, I am unable to think that way. Tho i will always hear myself inside me, or rather, there are voices in my head telling me otherwise.
Like "HEY I THINK THEY DONT LIKE YOU, THATS WHY, DUH!"
all these negative thoughts will roam freely in my head and I am not able to find a solution to me.
And this time, is when I need someone there, to listen to what my head has to say..
Perharps with a different point of view.. hopefully I am able to see things clearly..

Thankfully, I had a bunch of great friends who are there, and willing to let me pour all my unhappiness, and still able to laugh it out and make me happy.
(:
Thanks.. you all! LOVE!
It is fortunate to have a group of people, that really care about you.
And no matter what happens, they will be there to help you go through the times of difficulty.
A friend in need is a friend indeed.
This is well said and I understand whole meaning of it.
bla bla bla..
hees..

Okay, probably the screaming and shouting at the beach helps me a little.
At least my anger are all "vented"out.
hAHA~
(:
wanna be a happy girl.
with all smiles..

Thanks Hermes for the wonderful outing.
HEHEHE..
still, I LOVE the sea! (:
LET's go to the beach again! hehe!

YAYAYAYAYYYYYYYYYYYS!
7 more days to see my lovey dovey!
Muahahahaha..
Trying to plan a list of activities.. but there are tuition and school stucked in the middle.. Arghh...
Wanna spend the whole week with him, without any interuption! Hrmp.
HAHA..
Okays.. 7 more days.. endure these 7 more days and MSTD will be over!
Dardar must jia you okay!! (:

Today I woke up late (:
Heehee..
Anyway.. I have to give 2 tuition today, one after another, so its gonna be very tiring..
mmm..
After taking a shower, I went straight for my tuition, its only a 10 minutes walk from my house!
The lesson went on smoothly, and after that, I took cab down to simei for another tuition. HOHO.. I was going to be late, so took cab instead. :( Its $6!
After tuition, I meet up with Tat and we had dinner at Manpuku.
I dont know what to have for dinner, so i ordered curry udon. Not bad.. but the portion was too much, so.. after I finished my udon, my stomach had no space left for Chawanmushi. ::( I want chawanmushi!!!
We went shopping in Tampines One..
I went to Urban Write and spent $30 there.
It was crazy.. bought many many craft papers and markers and glue. Hehee..
Many people's birthday is coming, so I have to prepare all these cards.
Its like a habit for me, to give people bday cards on their birthday.
And I enjoy making them.

I am still learning, to make nice nice ones..
so friends, if u randomly receive cards from me, you know that that is my latest creation. HAHAHA!
Bleah..
We also went to buy present from perlini silver.
As we were going home, we saw Mr Cheng.
Okay, he saw us first. HAHA!
I miss him so much!
He is my best and most respected teacher. (:
Hehe.. Good thing that he still remembers us.
(:

I was feeling abit "stucked" inside..
So went for a run.
Many thoughts run through my mind and I have yet sort them out.
I think I need a file in my head..
HAHAS..

I think..
I shouldnt be so nice at all times..

Like what HE said: "maybe you're too nice to them.. then they take you for granted"
So probably thats why nobody listens to me anyway.
And maybe that why I don't have the power to control.
That makes me a bad leader.

And like SHE said: "I think he likes you".
WTF.
And no matter how hard I tried to explain, I can't clear doubts.
Hais..
I guess there is no such thing as close friends anymore.
just by judging from what people say, you will know that how people actually look at it.
maybe, its the way of life.

but this time, i will not be affected by it.
i am not prepare to lose my friends.
this is not right.


I hope, for once, I am right..

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Distance Makes the Heart Grow Fonder (:

Trust.

How much do you know about trust?
And how much do you trust the people around you?

If you trust this person that will accomplish a job given to him but ended up he did not do what he was told, can you still trust him?

If you trust this person and share secret with him but ended up he spread the secrets to everyone, can you still trust him?

If you trust this person but in the end he hurt you so bad, can you still trust him?

Can you still trust anyone?

Who was there when you need help the most?
Who walked away when you needed help?
Who talked about you to other people when you are in trouble?
Who spreaded rumours when everyone knows its not true?

Talking about Trust, how much do you know the person in order to Trust this person?
Is he your friend?
And do everyone trust their friends?

Friends
Look at the people around you..
Are they friends?
Or are they just acquaintance?
Who do we consider as friends?
So.. do you trust them?
Do all friends share secrets?
And if they leak out your secrets, are they still consider as friends?

Best friends, good friends ... ...
Best friend, trustworthy?
Talking about best friend..
Since its called "BEST" friend, isn't that means that you can only have one "BEST" friend, because he or she is the BEST?
And what about good friends?
Meaning.. closer ones? But not as close as good friends?
So do you know each other well?
Do you understand each other?
Will you be there when someone needs help?
Will you share secrets?
Will you leak out their secrets?
Will you talk bad things about your friends behind their back?
Will you try to help them?
So do you trust them?


How many of you ever experienced this..
"Suddenly, you feel that you have no friends anymore.."
"Your so-called best friends are against you"
"Your so-called good friends have been talking about you"

You feel empty.
You feel lost.
You don't know what to do.
And there is no one to turn to.

You have to start from the beginning..
To know your friends again..
to gain back their trust..

But..
how is it possible to trust them again?
how do you know that they wont do the same thing again?



it takes a few years to build strong friendship
but it just take one minute to break it.

it takes a few years to gain trust..
but it just take one second to lose trust..





Hohoho..
I was just thinking of random thoughts..
And I find it hard to trust someone..

Sometimes it takes alot of courage to let a person know you..
and after they know you..
you will have the fear of losing them..
probably its just part of a cycle in life..

we meet different kinds of people.
and we make friends.
but as time goes, friends will go in seperate ways..
who knows..

i feel..
"friends forever" is bullshit when you never make an effort to maintain it..
"keep in touch" is "Blah" when you dont even contact the person..


i was just thinking..
some random thoughts run through my mind again..
sometimes i let my mind wander off too far away..
that make me think of weird stuffs and in the end..
i made myself confused.
or maybe, I am confused.
or rather, still confused...

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my time table is havoc!!!

see...

Monday
Game Theory: 0830 -1130
Microeconomics: 1200-1530

Tuesday
Abstract Mathematics: 0830 - 1130

Wednesday
Advance Calculus: 1530 - 1830
Advance Linear Algebra: 1530 - 1830
Advance Statistics: 1900 - 2200

OMG.
I end school so late on wednesday! =(
Luckily thankfully i have no class on weekends.
LALALALALAL~
I should ask my daddy if i can drive to school on all wednesday! YAY!
HAHAs......



OH well..

Hohoho.. Joan could not wake up today, despite sk giving her 11 miss calls. hehehe..

Anyway.. took a cab down to kallang pudding rd, which cost $8.80. Huat ar!
Meet sk, then we head to the office and work.
sticking stickers on the products.
easy job, but my back is breaking.
HAHas..
Tomorrow, one more day.

After work, we went back to Aljunied and makan a little.
After that I went to meet LLoYd.
We watched "I love you, beth copper".
Its a funny show tho.. hahas.. had my laugh..
AFter that, we head to Great World City and.. had Ben n jerrys!
Promised him for this treat. haHAhaS~
He is having his exam tmr, so he studied while eating ice cream..
and I was surfing net and reading through study guide for year 2 subjects.
And, i realised. I need to study real hard now.
Because I dont understand a thing that is written there. omg.

AFter that, I took bus 5 home.
Long ride home.......

While walking home, I was feeling really hungry.
So I stopped by and bought prata. HAHA!
I haven had dinner.. so.. supper is ok rite?

Its 4am.
I should be sleeping.

GGGGGrrrrrrr..
I wanna scream and bite!

today is a really busy day..
erm.. not really busy, but just made myself occupied with stuffs so i wont anyhow think, but somehw i still manage to anyhow think when i have free time. HAHAHA!
anyhow.
woke up at.. 12?
Sk called and offered me a job. its tmr and fri. HAHA
we're gonna go.. erm.. kallang pudding road?
working at a cosmetic company, helping them to stick stickers.
and its 8 per hour..
hehe..
so im gonna work tmr, from 10am to 4pm..
then gonna head to town!
anyways, after i woke up, i went to pack my wardrobe and.. YAYS! i took out alot of clothes for selling at the flea market.
some clothes, i still love them but.. not wearing them and dont know why.. so decided to sell them. but if cannot sell den im gonna take it back! hahahaha...
packing clothes is super tiring!!
soon it was 5pm, so i rushed for my tuition class. Hohoho.. today i got one question dont know how to do and i completely forgotten about it. Shite. gonna do it tmr. hehe..
After tuition, i went home for my family gathering.
hees.. my daddy and mummy cooked "minced meat noodles"!
YUMMY!
after that, i continue packing my clothes, and my sister helped me too.
soon is was 10.30om, so my sister went home.
and poor me, i m left to pack the clothes till like.. erm.. 12midnight.
And now.. i am here.. blogging away!!

15th day of the seventh month of the lunar calendar, which means, its a vegetarian day for me!!
hehehe..
and its my mummy's chinese birthday. HAHA!
What a day rite. =)

oh wells..
i think i am going to sleep.. soon?


i just dont understand why..
sometimes u are nice to me..
and then u ignored me..
and then u talked to me..
and then u ignored me.

hmmmmm... why ar why. HAHAHA!

What if...
all the smiles are fake?
all the happiness are not real?
all the truth is fake?
all the things you said to me are lies?
all the promises you made is all bullshit?

everything is a lie?

Hahaha...
Sometimes i just wonder..
how do we know if people is saying the truth?
and.. how do we know that its 100% truthful?
do they say it by just saying it?
or they say it cos they really mean it?

and when they lie, they say its a "white lie".
so.. did they always use "white lie" as an excuse to lie?
or.. they really told a lie because they dont want bad things to happen?

oh wells..

Its a great start for my September, and this is making me feel like "hating" august.
Okok.. I don't hate August. =X
First up!
My results, is not as bad as I thought it would be.
I did not achieve great grades, but I managed to pass and go on to 2nd year.. Its good for me already.
I have been praying to my grandma, and I think she heard me. Hehe.. thanks grandmama..
Then, my employer called me, and I am attached to work at F1 Grandstand!
This was what I wanted when I first went to interview! Hehehe..
That day when I went to the office for the interview cum training, he told us that there will be a roadshow in F1, and that's the current largest project in the company.
And I was thinking, yay! F1! Hopefully I get to go..
And.. Tadah! =D
I am contented. Lols..

Dardar will be back on 19Sep.
And school will be starting soon..
Everything will be starting fresh, again.
Hehehe..
And I have promised myself to work hard.
So everything must go well.
and must go according to plan.
HAHA!
I must be a good girl..

is super damn excited about my september.
im so falling in love in september.
MUACKS!

Results are finally out and i passed them all!

now i have a small problem, which is choosing the modules for year 2, and then i realise it may affect year 3. so i have to plan properly.

and.. this is what i come out with, and i need opinions! =]

Foundation Units
1 02 Introduction to Economics [passed by 2 marks. hohoho]
2 04a Statistics 1 (half unit) [disappointment results..]
04b Statistics 2 (half unit) [disappointment results..]
3 05a Mathematics 1 (half unit) [well done! hehehe...]
05b Mathematics 2 (half unit) [LOUSY!!!]
4 Principles of Banking and Finance [YAY I PASSED! HAHA..]

Further Units

Year 2

1 66 Microeconomics * (02+05a)
2 117 Advanced Calculus * (half unit) (05a+05b) and
118 Advanced Linear Algebra * (half unit) (05a+05b)
3 116 Abstract Mathematics * (05a+05b)
4 40 Game theory (half unit) (05a + 05b) (GT)
133 Advanced statistics: distribution theory (half unit) (04a + 04b) (ASDT)

Year 3

1 65 Macroeconomics * (02+05a)
2 120 Mathematical Economics * (05a+05b+66)
3 41 Advanced mathematical analysis (half unit) (05a + 05b + 116) (AMA)
42 Optimisation theory (half unit) (05a + 05b + 116)(OPT)
4 I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TAKE!!!!!!

I need to choose one from the below.....
28 Managerial economics (02+05a) (ME) [sounds interesting and most prob taking this, but i need to know more about this!!]

92 Corporate finance (02+05a) (CF) [i did badly for banking and finance, so am i suitable to take this???]

20 Elements of econometrics (02+04a+05a) (EOE) [my lecturer say this one is damn difficult and has the highest failure rate. should i take this? hmmmmm....]

so.. my modules are all kinda fixed now.. cant really choose what i want to take first or not because of the 3rd year modules.
hahahaha...

September, a new start for everything.

Just got my results and.. i passed everything.
Pass is still a pass, but did not pass well..
Its kinda expected because i have no idea what i wrote on the paper after i handed up my script.
HEhehe~
Plus i didnt not study hard enough for econs and pbf.
ok.. abit disppointed for math and stats tho.
haha.. but its ok. =)
hurray! i can go to yr 2.
So this means that i have to stick to my plans earlier.
which is..
i will choose all morning lesson.
and stay in school to finish up tutorials and make notes..
after that, proceed for my tuition classes and work.
HAHAHA.
Weekends, rest day! Gonna spend them wisely. =D
oh wells..
no more movies on weekdays (I MEAN IT)
k box sessions reduce to.......... once... every... 2 months! (OMG I MEAN IT TOO!)
hahaha..
needa save money also. hohoho..
I should.. kick off my singing habit. its expensive. lols..

its 2am and i cant sleep.
Woke up too late today..
cant blame me.. hahaha...
i hope next month wont be that bad...